Okay, so apparently my family wasn't going overboard with everything. But they're right. I'm hearing voices too. I was outside, recording the audio on the little sound device thing, when out of the blue I heard it. A high-pitched woman's giggle. I spun around to try to see if my wife or one of my daughters was doing it. My wife was drinking some coffee in the kitchen and the light was on in my girls' room. My thoughts at that point
Then the images came. They were... they were almost... I don't know how to fucking describe them! I mean... wow... it was so surreal that it must've been a hallucination or somethin'. But I hadn't had any drugs, and I wasn't suffering from insomnia or the like... but it seemed like some shit that would come out of LCD. Abstract colors and shapes and feelings that seemed to shoot around my eyes and directly hit my brain. Messages that would take paragraphs came in images that flooded my brain. I saw a woman floating through the streets of a small town. The woman was naked, but it was not noticeable or even something I even cared about until it was an afterthought in my mind. It seemed natural, and the woman seemed to be floating along on the breeze.
Then I awoke on the grass, my wife shaking me, tellin' me I've been passed out for two hours on the grass. She feels worried about me, and she asks if there was anything she could do. I told her not to, as politely as I could after feeling angry at the woman for waking me up out of that blissful series of pictures. Goddamn I want to see those pictures again. But that wasn't the reason why. I wanted to hear if the giggle showed up on Audacity.
It didn't. I first thought, 'What the hell!? It sounded so real!' Then I thought that maybe my mind had just conjured it up, maybe it recreated what my family thought they heard so I would hear it too. But it doesn't explain the images. Or why I was passed out...
Radiation? High tension lines? No, no, both of those ideas are fucking stupid.
I don't know what to say guys. Umm... I'll talk more about it later. But goddamn that rush was as good as... as good as...
I'll see y'all later.
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